May 4 -

I'm a nineteen year old girl who has no understanding of herself, life or the world. Or so I'm told. I want to believe in a world that is beautiful, a love that can be infinite and a life that is full of happiness, yet my sense of reality and logic tells me that my companionship with misery is one to last the years and that optimism is not a way to survive. All I need is to find a version of myself that fits. Lola Thorn